For some reason, despite gaining a fair bit during the virus lockdown, I actually don't physically feel as fat. I'm not sure why, but I'd expect to feel a lot heavier and if anything I actually 'feel' like I'm lighter, though I know from my size that I'm definitely physically larger. Strange. Maybe it's because my goals are focused on the physical limitations of getting fatter and perhaps they're not coming along fast enough for me to notice?
4 years
